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Despite All my Rage I’m Still Just a Weasel Onstage

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The end of Tech Week (https://jrmhmurphy.com/tag/theater/) started out with smarm. Specifically, I arrived at the church and stepped into the empty nave before a slick man in a suit appeared somehow without opening the door. He asked if he could help me. I said I was with the St. Mark’s Players and we were meeting at six. He said, and I quote, “It’s not six yet.” It was 5:57.

I quickly found them in the Baxter room, which was the kind of place you could hold a wedding reception. We’d been using it as a dressing room and a place for the cast to hang out.

I want to give mad props to Arianna, the costume tech. I have a lot of respect for people who sew theater costumes (I dated one) because they are some of the craftiest people you’ll ever meet. Looking closely, you can see that the costumes were purchased off the rack, but they have been seriously altered.

Arianna sewed snaps on the petticoat and dress for Lisette. This was useful because Lisette, as I’ve mentioned in the past, has a quick-change out of a corset and into the royal dress. Tuesday night, Jane and Maddy struggled with the removal part, so Arianna reduced the size of the string holding it together and turned a few fasteners into snaps and that made all the difference in the world. She had a minute and forty-five seconds to switch it over, and after a few rounds, Maddy, Jane, Lisette, and I managed to do it in a minute fifteen.

Another area of improvisation I was stunned with was how she handled Damis’s jacket. Because Arianna had sewn a cape onto it, it kept falling off, so she added backpack straps to the inside, and it stayed together.

I know you were all (both of you) anxiously anticipated the arrival of the metal codpiece. I am happy to announce that it arrived, and it was glorious. I asked if it was bulletproof, but Arianna didn’t know.

I forgot to tell you this, but act one ends with a pair of cast members bursting out of the nave, swinging the door with gusto. It’s my responsibility to wait in the lobby to keep people from getting smacked in the face with it. I’ll be honest, though, I kind of want to see someone get walloped, so if I saw someone approaching the door, I’m not sure I’d rescue them.

Maddie gave me a spreadsheet of my duties, and one of the items was “Fluff the Weasel.” Since that sounds like a full sentence, I had to ask exactly how to fluff said weasel. No, its name is Fluff. That meant I was singing, “Fluff the magic weasel, lives on the stage …”

Wednesday’s rehearsal went off without a hitch, including Lisette’s big change. Maddie let me do the work because I’m going to be by myself on Saturday, which means I will have to help them strike the set for church Sunday.

Meanwhile, I’ve been getting three or four hours of sleep, so I’m ready to collapse. I’ve been working, and with the help of my friend, Monsieur Adderall, I’ve been able to make it through, but I’ve hit a wall. I’ve had so much fun, I feel like a five-year-old after a day at the beach.

Metromaniacs opens Friday, 21 February, at St. Mark’s Church on Capitol Hill.

Having a (Costume) Ball

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Last night was the dress rehearsal for Metromaniacs, and it was worth the price of admission. From the gold and white of Francalou to the red cape on Damis, they went all out. There were buckles. So many buckles. Everybody had buckles except for Mondor, who was a filthy servant and didn’t deserve any.

The problem with working backstage is that I can’t see a proper performance, and that made me sad. The performances were very physical, especially the women. Lucille posed across the stage like an Instagram model, and Lisette imitated her, but I’d only seen them do it in twenty-first-century clothes. In fluffy Sun King dresses, I’m sure it was a sight to behold.

I was there for a reason, though, and Maddy walked me through this. There wasn’t much. I will mostly be sitting in the back, reading my proofs on my phone, and waiting for the very few things I need to do.

First, we had to check the props table, with the fake quill pens and the feather fan and the hat Yankee Doodle named Macaroni. Everything was in its exact space and labeled, and the cast tended to leave them right where they belonged, so after initial setup, we only straighten them out for the next show.

Next, we plug in the running lights and the backstage blue lamp, so nobody breaks a leg. Next, we prop open the secret door so cast members doing costume changes don’t get locked out. Next, we set the trumpet. Next, we reset the beanbag boulder for the first act.

The next thing we have to do is retrieve the weasel. Lucille tosses it backward, over the curtain, where it lands right in the path of the actors’ mid-stage exit. If we don’t want anybody to break a leg, we have to grab that right away.

We hit a wall during the quick change at the end of act one. I observed so I can try it out tonight, but Maddy, the professional, dove right in. In less than two minutes, Lisette needs to drop her drab, black maid’s dress and step into a royal pink one. The problem was that the maid’s dress had a corset, and corsets are shifty.

Every time Maddy and Lucille thought they had loosened it, they found themselves struggling with more string. The play had to be paused to figure this out. The fancy dress, petticoats, and wig went right on with no opposition. Tomorrow, Maddy and I are going to practice unlacing a corset, which I haven’t done since I was married.

And finally, in the second act, we have to grab Macaroni when Dorant flings it, not because we don’t want people to break a leg, but we didn’t want anyone to smash that delightful product of haberdashery.

That was it. We left everything where we it started, unplugged the lights, reset the weasel, and headed home in the freezing cold.

There is an issue, though. I’ve been getting home three or four hours past my bedtime and waking up at my normal ungodly hour. A sudden disruption of sleep patterns can trigger a manic episode. I should have called my doctor, I said, lamenting that I have to call my doctor to work with the community theater.

All I can do is continue to have fun and hope for the best. I need stimulation! I need excitement! I need one of those fake quills.

Zany to the Max

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(Tech Week continues! Prologue: https://jrmhmurphy.com/2025/01/13/paint-no-rest-for-the-wicked/; Setting up: https://jrmhmurphy.com/2025/02/17/critical-stage/)

The name of the play is Metromaniacs, which sounds like cartoon set in the DC Underground. It’s actually set in a mansion in Paris, in the eighteenth-century.

The metro in Metromaniacs refers to a metronome, and therefore meter. It’s told in rhyming couplets delivered with such casual ease that it took me half of the first scene to notice. The theme of the play is poetry and the power of words to seduce.

The plot is convoluted. It’s a farce—it’s supposed to be convoluted. What follows is the general breakdown of the characters and the first part of the story.

1. Francalou, rich man and scorned poet, created the alter ego of Meriadec, a reclusive lady poet. As her, has become quite the celebrity in the literary journal circuit, despite that the work is objectively bad. He has written a play so utterly noxious, the cast got sick. But the show must go on!

2. Lizette, maid and master manipulator, is the sassy voice of reason. To put it bluntly, everyone in the play is an idiot except for her, but even she is a slave to her needs. She was my favorite character and performance, hands down, because the chaos of the first act was almost all her doing. From behind, she looks exactly like Francalou’s daughter. Not that this will come up later or anything.

3. Mondor, Cosmo’s loyal, frustrated, and creepy manservant, tries to corral his boss, then gives up and steals his fake identity to woo Francalou’s daughter. His heart truly belongs to Lizette, but she spurns him at every opportunity.

4. Damis is a wannabe poet and man in debt. (He is played by a guy named Oscar.) He wrote a play under the name Bouillabaisse, opening this very day. He is deeply in love with Francalou’s alter ego, but he thinks Meriadec is his daughter.

5. Lucille, Francalou’s daughter, played by everybody’s favorite actor, Jane, is aloof, yet overly performative. Poetry makes her all tritterpated.

6. Durant is a rugged man’s man who wants the rich man’s daughter. He gets his old friend Damis to write him a poem, but this backfires. (Don’t worry, it turns out well in the end.)

7. Angry Uncle Baliveau. He paid for Damis’s school, and Damis has been going to school for ten years. Before Baliveau can have Damis arrested, Francalou maneuvers him into starring in the play as a character based on him.

From there, it gets weird. Mistaken identities, deception, fourth-wall-breaking, love at first sight, three weddings at the end (there are two women and five men in this play; do the math), this is a classic Shakespearean farce, and I don’t think I’m exaggerating to say that. It doesn’t have the substance of the Bard, but it has the delirious energy of his best comedies.

The actors were having a great time, and they each brought their own level of expressiveness. Francalou was manic, Lizette confident and amused, Mondor was sleazy, Damis was twitchy and deluded, Durant was a doofus, and Angry Uncle was angry. Jane was a lot of fun as Lucille, with her influencer vibe. Performing as someone who is performing has got to be a challenge, but she stuck with it.

The trees we spent so much time painting for the set are actually for the set within the set, but we never see the play. Probably for the best. It sounds like Vogons wrote it. I also found out the purpose of the beanbag boulder: Mondor falls face-first onto it; as a connoisseur of pratfalls, and having been a fine practioner of them in my youth, I was remarkably impressed. He went straight down like a two-by-four. I’ll be setting up the boulder during intermission, and I probably shouldn’t screw that up.

I’ll be working backstage with my sketchbook, which might be a problem. The most important prop is a notebook with a leather cover and a long strap to wrap it in. In the dark, it is identical to my sketchbook. That won’t go badly, will it? On the set of a farce? Nah.

Critical Stage

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I returned to St. Mark’s Church on Capitol Hill this weekend for the beginning of Tech Week. The cast of Metromaniacs has been practicing for weeks now, and it’s time to do rehearsals onstage. A stage, therefore, needed to be built. The trick to this is that St. Mark’s is an active church, so stage must be disassembled every Saturday. Sunday was the day it would be built for the first time, using the trees and moon I’d helped decorate in January (https://jrmhmurphy.com/2025/01/13/paint-no-rest-for-the-wicked/ ).

I didn’t have as much fun as the first time. In fact, it was kind of a drag during act 2. This was because a call went out for volunteers, and lots of people showed up. There were about twenty of us there in total, and no one knew each other, aside from the director, the producers, the cast, and the crew, who all had ther own in-jokes.

The volunteer named Elizabeth had the right idea. She introduced herself to everybody and asked them where they’re from. It’s a legitimate question in DC.

I hate when someone asks me that, because I have to respond with a high-pitched, “Welllll…” I could always continue and say “Lots of places,” like Connor McLeod, but I always list them. They usually zone out after the first three.

Elizabeth was adorable, with her platinum bob, pink hoodie, clear-framed glasses, and her fearlessness. If you meet someone like this, you’re likely to assume that, once you got them started, they were going to talk you into unconsciousness. Not Elizabeth.

She answered questions quickly and efficiently, so you had to steer her in the right direction. She was born in 1997. She’s from Montgomery, she went to college in Birmingham, and she moved here because she needed more culture in her life. She likes backstage work, but hasn’t done it since high school, and she will be my rival from now on.

The other person I met immediately, who was not afraid to talk, was Jane. She was somewhere in her mid-twenties, and had a Barbie figure. Her hair was long and straight, from the nineties (formerly from the sixties), and her voice squeaked like Betty Boop, making it difficult to understand the words she was saying. She was in the cast, and she’d never done community theater before. She was spirited away early on.

Ernie spoke. Ernie reminds me of my tenth-grade communications teacher, who was a compact, swarthy man with a mustache and an aggressive hippy vibe. He assured us that once he finished giving his speech, he would be giving the whole thing over to Monique, the stage manager.

He did not. He led us through the transformation of the seating from church seating to bleacher seating. First, we stacked the chairs already there.

Then we set up the risers. (That’s Elizabeth with her back to us.)

And finally, putting seventy-six of the chairs back.

With twenty of us, it was easy to get the work done instantaneously. The problem was, by the time you can get something to do, someone sweeps in and grabs the job. It was a full-contact sport trying to be useful. You’re tripping over everyone, and everyone is tripping over you.

Elizabeth, as always, was the vanguard of activity. She just went to people and asked them questions. I tried this, but if you’re awkward, and someone calls out for volunteers right when you ingratiate yourself into a conversation, it might be discouraging.

When they started hanging the curtains in front of the altar, I realized that I was only getting in the way. I sat in the bleachers and counted down the 127 minutes until we were done, but then it got interesting.

When we were painting last month, Ruth, the bouncy producer, was disbelieving and thrilled that I was interested in working backstage. When I arrived today, the other producer, the assistant stage manager, the director, and Monique, the stage manager, were thrilled to meet me.

As I sat there, feeling useless, Maddy, young and concerned, and Monique, middle-aged and amused, sat on either side of me and explained what I’d be doing. Monique, as you might remember, was the stage manager, and Maddie was her assistant. My job includes moving the “beanbag boulder” during intermission.

After that: stuff to do! The three of set up the backstage so we wouldn’t be seen from the bleachers, wouldn’t get in the way of the cast in this manic farce, and would be in a lot of light because there would be a lot of downtime, and they’re encouraging me to draw.

They also showed me the props, among which were a feathered fan, a plushie ferret, a glass clock, and the contents of locked box. The contents of the box were a pouch full of (fake) blood, a pouch of (fake) silver coins, including three British pounds, and a pair of (fake) dueling pistols, which were the reason the box was locked.

They sent me home early, which I realized when I looked at my phone, was eighteen minutes early. On my way out, I bumped into Jane, who was in full costume, which I can only describe as Marie Antoinette. Monday night, I’m advised to do nothing but watch the rehearsal so I get a feel for it. This is going to be a breeze.

Taking the Bait

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When I was employed at the self-publisher in Indiana, a number of cool women worked the front desk. There was Leah, the Leah against whom all future Leahs have been judged. She was escorted from the building by security, and she cut off communication with anyone who ever worked with her, so that ended rather abruptly.

Then there was Isabella. Every photo of her I have in my mind, of her mocha skin and espresso hair, of the flowery sundresses she wore year-round, she is grinning. I don’t know what color her eyes are because I’ve never seen them. She loved meeting everybody, and she traumatized my introverted sister by tackling her in a hug and squealing in her ear, the very first interaction they’d had.

Everything was fun to this woman. She found something to love in everything she could see, hear, feel, smell, or taste, and in every person she met. Isabella was a genuinely sweet and happy person. She was a natural receptionist.

A side-effect of her exuberance was that she dominated conversations. I’m not much of a talker, but I do like to get a word in, so I didn’t hang out with her very much. Still, I loved her presence and her vibe.

That day, in the break room. Chris from HR was examining the crime scene, his assistant Stephanie at his side, poking at a PDA. The Phantom Puker had struck again, and Chris from HR was no closer to catching them.

The pukes had been happening all over both floors of this flat structure, and Chris from HR was going to crack this case. Too bad the Puker knew where all the security cameras were. I rose from my table and stepped out of earshot, catching the last bit of dialogue from that corner: “Find out who had ramen for lunch!”

Even in context, that was pretty messed up, but I was unprepared for what came next. In fact, my deathbed confession will be this sentence fragment, leading a long search for the person who doesn’t remember ever saying it.

Isabella hugged her can of Diet Pepsi and took a quick sip, creating a dramatic pause for her audience. I came in at the middle of the sentence, and she breathlessly said the words that oozed into my ear and soaked my brain.

Sheer momentum kept me going, and I couldn’t hear anything that might put that into context. I don’t remember how I made it back to my desk. Collapsing into my chair, the gears in my head were grinding together, as if you were driving a stick and jumping from first to third.

My Work Wife, Elizabeth, appeared, concerned. “What’s wrong?” she asked. “Do you need to go home? I can tell Dave.”

“What does it mean?” I moaned. “Tell me what it means!”

“What what means?” she replied.

“I can’t tell you,” I groaned. “I have a nosebleed!”

“Oh my God!” she gasped, plucking a issue from the box at her desk. “What did this to you? You know you can tell me anything, Jeremiah. What’s the point of having a work wife if you can’t?”

I hoped not to pass the madness along, but I could live alone with this no longer. “She said.” I breathed. “She said, ‘and then she went back into the fish.’”

“Who was she?”

“I don’t know!”

“What was she doing before she went back into the fish?”

“I don’t know!”

“What was outside of the fish that made returning to it so appealing?”

“I don’t know!”

“What was she doing in the fish in the first place?”

My bloodshot eyes fixated on her as I grabbed her shoulder and shook her. “I! Don’t! Know!”

She brushed my hands off of her. “We’re going to get through this. Just remain calm. Maybe we can ask Isabella what she was talking about.”

“I don’t want her thinking of me as an eavesdropper.”

“Jeremiah,” she said carefully, “this may be the only way you can go on.”

I worked my way downstairs to the front desk, my head pounding, and I waved to get her attention, just in case she was on the phone.

“What’s up, Jeremiah?” she asked, as if Jeremiah gossip was the one thing she’d been waiting for all day.

“I kind of caught part of a story you were telling,” I tried to explain without being a creep. “And you said something that I can’t quite understand.”

Her eyes were wide and eager.

“You said, ‘and then she went back into the fish,’” he told her.

She frowned a huge stage frown. “I don’t remember talking about fish at all today. Sorry!”

I returned upstairs, to my desk, and rested my face on the keyboard. I would never know why someone would return to a fish. I could only speculate. The truth had died that day, and so did a part of me I will always miss.

Spilling the Tooth

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I’ve been lucky. I’ve always had great dentists. They’ve always taken care of me, and they and their army of hygienists have always been patient with me. This is a sharp contrast to growing up, because all of my dental hygienists were Navajo moms. For those who don’t know, the only way to survive an encounter with a Navajo mom is to obey.

My dentist in Bloomington was a great guy. I hadn’t been to the dentist for years, not since my wisdom teeth were hacked out of my head. He found some cavities, and I returned to get them drilled and filled.

One of the amenities of this dentist is that he had a TV strapped to the ceiling above the dental chair. Keep in mind, this was 2005. All TVs were CRT and had roughly the mass of a granite boulder the same size. If that thing broke free of its mooring, I’m not exaggerating when I say I would have died.

If I was going to lose my life to this TV, I may as well watch it. I picked up the remote and scrolled it to Comedy Central, where the dumbest show was on. The dumbest show next to Jackass. This was called Trigger Happy TV, and it’s a hidden camera prank show, but with actual wit. I knew, as I selected the show, that I might laugh and get a drill in my cheek, but it would be worth it.

Here’s an example of one of their pranks. The marks, a cute family of four, sits down at a picnic table in the woods. A man sits down at a neighboring table and eats his sandwiches. A trio of grown men in squirrel costumes burst out and drag the man into the woods, kicking and punching him.

However, it was the one where the nun got into a fistfight with a penguin that made my dentist, the drill running, laugh his ass off.

I turned off the TV.

The Descent of Ryan

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As a Doctor Who fan, I enjoy multi-Doctor adventures, in which they bring back their former lead or leads to interact with the present star. “The Three Doctors,” in 1973, set the precedent that the Doctors squabble amongst themselves. The Doctor is played by different actors, so they were like different people, but what if they were all the same actor?

I thought about it in earnest one day, and I concluded that, if my past selves met me, they would hate me, or at least see me as a big disappointment. If there’s one thing I do with gusto is reinvent myself every few years. I change hairstyles, I change wardrobes, I change shape. Sometimes I have a beard. Sometimes I’m wearing glasses.

In parts of college, I was a condescending intellectual. In my mid-twenties, I was a miserable

dude who partied somewhat hard. When I was a kid, I could be downright feral. And then there was the polyamorous fitness buff.

I wrote a screenplay about it. I started working on it in Atlanta during my society’s ostentatious 2021 annual meeting. I remember this because I was thumbing through the program for names. I had no idea what I was doing, and it shows. It was proof that an idea is not enough.

I haven’t really been writing anything new lately, but I’m still being productive by finishing unfinished books or completely rewriting garbage drafts. I’m adapting the screenplay into a novel, which means adding a coherent plot and ton of new material.

It’s a sci-fi comedy about a middle-aged loser who is temping at an evil genius’s secret headquarters. A cute scientist flirts with him for a few days, then she lures him into a dangerous experiment. The result is that his past selves have materialized with him in the lab.

The polar opposites that were Ryan, at forty-five, thirty-six, twenty-seven, eighteen, and nine, must all work together, with the help of the cute scientist, to escape before they are disposed of.

Anyway, this is my movie poster.

Art Failure

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It’s been really cold here lately (Colorado people, shut up), and I’ve been working from home so I don’t have to walk a mile to my Metro stop through some Jack London nightmarescape with tundra temperatures (I said shut up, Colorado people).

Just as an aside, my job is awesome.

The temperature Saturday got as high as 42, which is the answer to life, the universe, and getting the hell out of the house. It’s a three-day weekend, and I thought it would be nice to go to the Smithsonian American Art Museum in Chinatown.

I forgot what was happening Monday.

My train pulled into the Chinatown station, and quite a few people exited, which was unusual for this time of day on a Sunday. I listened to my podcast and kept moving. One of the exits takes you right to the steps of the gallery, but it was gated off. The other exit was two blocks away, which meant I had to walk two blocks to get to it and two blocks back to the museum. However, those exits were gated off too, and transit workers were yelling at us to go away.

A worker stood near the stairs and told us we needed to get on a train and take it to the next stop to get out. Emboldened by the injustice of it all, I asked her why they didn’t just shut the station down. She said, “I don’t make the rules, I just tell you what to do.”

I took a train to the closest stop and realized I didn’t know which way to get to Chinatown. The National Mall was straight ahead, so I went in the other direction. I wasn’t 100 percent, though, so I stopped at a corner to get my bearings.

A smug, condescending douchebag walked by me, smirked, and said, “I’m from here, and we don’t pay attention to those things.”

I looked up from my phone and said, “I’m from here, and I don’t either. I’m just a little disoriented.”

“Sure.” He strode off.

With surer footing, I headed for Chinatown, weaving between National Guardsmen and their rifles, emergency fencing, and a thick crowd of white people. I saw a long line of red hats, and I couldn’t imagine where they might be going. As I walked past, I searched for the destination, but I couldn’t see one, nor could I see the end. It wrapped around a whole block, then crossed the street, then turned a corner, and disappeared.

Two blocks later, the museum was surrounded by guardsmen who weren’t going to let me in. I normally don’t eat lunch, but there was a Nando’s here, so I stopped in. The host asked me how many. I said one. He looked me up and down and narrowed his eyes, “I see.”

It was about noon that the MAGAs started coming in. I knew they were MAGAs for two reasons. One, there was nobody else in this part of town today; the locals know to stay clear. Two, they were wearing red hats, even the toddler, which I consider to be child abuse. Next, several tables of really hot people showed up. I was hit with the dilemma of admiring them while finding their entire worldview to be nauseating.

The worst part about the entire situation was that people thought I was one of them, especially because I was wearing my lumberjack shirt. On the other hand, blending in allowed me to enjoy my chicken in peace, live blogging the entire experience to my friend Emilie, who I picture reading it in a luxurious bath, sipping cava and shaking her head at my antics.

The only time I felt nervous were when the wannabes moseyed in and took a seat. If you’ve ever been in a Nandos before, you’d know to let the host seat you. If you could read, there is a large sign that says, “Please wait for the host to seat you.”

They wore black T-shirts, black sweats, black boots, black gloves, and black trench coats. Their glasses matched, and they both wore their thinning hair tightly clipped. I checked them for weapons when they pulled off their jackets because I didn’t want to be in the middle of a shooting when I was right across from them.

Most of the patrons got up and left when they realized Nandos was foreign food. I’m just relieved they didn’t stick around long enough to find this:

Reel Talk

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(Trigger Warning: It took a lot of work to keep this PG-13. I had to take a shower after the events of this brief adventure, and not in a fun way.)

I hate it when Facebook recommends stuff to me, based on my “interests,” including the reels. At one point, I was only getting clips from 2 Broke Girls, even though I am not remotely interested in that show.

The algorithm decided that, if Kat Dennings wasn’t enough, it would send me all the big boobs they had. Even though I didn’t click on them, the algorithm decided I needed to see more uncomfortable-looking breasts. It sent me reel upon reel of buxom women, mostly dancing.

When that phase passed, it switched to end-to-end Taylor Tomlinson clips, which finally got me clicking on them. (Her comedy connects with me.) However, the batch I actually engaged with didn’t last long.

Now it’s kind of crazy. Mostly, it’s gone back to big boobs, but they’re uncomfortably huge now, and I’m not turned on. I feel bad for the girls. Also there are the occasional clips from 2 Broke Girls and Taylor Tomlinson.

Today, I made a huge mistake. I saw a preview for a reel that featured an inhumanly pretty ginger in a corset. Her boobs were average-sized, so I don’t know what she was doing here.

I’m making huge strides in my artwork, and I’m trying to spend more time on faces. She was a beautiful model. And not because she was in a corset. Honest. In that two-second preview, she became a muse to me, and I needed to see more. I knew not to click on it, but I did anyway.

The video lasted about thirty seconds, and it was on a loop. The entire show featured this beautiful woman digitally stimulating the camera, as if it had male parts.

She could have been playing with a cat. She could have been banging on a silent bongo. She could have been painting. She could have been using a shake weight. But she wasn’t. She had the smug look and rhythm people have when they’re engaged in this kind of activity. Or so I’ve heard.

I closed my laptop and thought about my choices. I feel really gross now. I know I’m a vulgar person. I own this about myself. However, there’s a time and a place, and I don’t think Facebook is it. It’s not even sexy, it’s icky. Never again will I click on—ooh! Taylor Tomlinson video!

Paint No Rest for the Wicked

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A couple of months ago, I volunteered to be an usher at a community theater production that in no way needed an usher. They told me they’d be in touch if they thought I could help out on their next production. Right before the holidays, a group email went out, rife with reply-alls, soliciting volunteers for set painting.

I like my life. But I need to get out. I need to have conversations with people who can answer me and don’t bite me at random. I’ll take one or the other.

There was a Saturday and Sunday slot. Because I greet the world like a vampire if you wake him up in the afternoon, I volunteered for the two hours Saturday, and not the four hours Sunday. My contact was Ruth, which is one of those wholesome old-person names that you rarely hear anymore. I had a picture of her in my head.

I arrived a quarter after because I timed everything badly. And most of the work had been done because the rehearsal ended early, and the cast had decided to attack the primered foam trees with rollers. They were baffled by me, I was baffled by them, until Ruth showed up.

Ruth was not an old person. Ruth was a perky, bouncy, thirtysomething, cute as a button, who threw herself into the work. She had no idea what was going on, but she was going to take point because someone had to. The woman with the plan was Kathryn, who was a hippie from the sixties and fussed like Piglet. She was what I thought Ruth was going to be like.

One of the volunteers was a house-painter, so he was available to coach, which he was more than happy to do. He didn’t even need prompting. He would just show up behind you and point out an uneven patch, then stroll away for the next tree trunk where they awaited his wisdom. He was a silver fox with no neck, a fitted T-shirt, and wranglers he kept pulling up.

He and I bonded over the Doors. One of their songs started playing on the radio station (I didn’t know they still had those), and he couldn’t identify it. I asked, “Want me to tell you?” It was “LA Woman.” He explained to his companion that the Doors were from the sixties more than the seventies because Jim Morrison died in the early part of the seventies. Was it ’71? ’72? ’73? He then rattled off a bunch of the Dead at 27 Club.

I spent most of my time in the storage closet with Ruth because it looked like someone emptied a giant junk drawer into it. The storage closet is about the same size as the one Kate dumped my stuff in after the divorce, which is to say it’s very small. The theater troop were there by the grace of St. Mark’s Episcopal Church, with a Sunday school in the room the next day, so all the trees were going to have to be put away. Apparently, the stage had to be broken down and stashed every Saturday night for mass.

I have no spatial reasoning, so I don’t know how to make things fit, until Saturday night, when I was directing Ruth to move things into the best space. She laughed a lot, which was good because I was supposed to be funny.

When everyone went home, Ruth hung out with me while I waited for my Uber. She asked me my favorite part of community theater thirty-five years ago, and I told her working in the wings. I’m the first person who didn’t say acting, so she is going to talk to the stage manager, who might need an assistant, as the play is a farce.

I made it to bed and woke up the next morning to continue the project I was working on Saturday. I asked myself if I wanted to stay home all day like I’ve done for the past bunch of Sundays. I did not, so that afternoon, I headed out to St. Mark’s Church and met more people.

I arrived early because I overcompensated, so Ruth and I cleared up the chairs from Sunday school and learned stuff about each other. She told me her husband was a novelist, with one book self-published, and he was interested in trying out his hand with traditional publishers. I offered some tips.

She was very excited to introduce me to Jess. Jess is on “The Board” with her husband, and she’s an artist. When she was showing off the samples she wanted to do, she turned to me for my expertise, even though I explained I am not an expert. When I asked what kind of art she did, she sheepishly told me crafts stuff, as well as a large bus for a karaoke competition. She was way more of an expert here than I was. In fact, I did two things all afternoon. First, I attempted to sponge over the base layer in a way that looked like leaves. It did not work. I attempted to add highlights. It looked like Jackson Pollack had rolled around on one of his canvasses. The second thing I did was paint over it with the base color and left it to Jess, whose trees looked magnificent.

Meanwhile, Kathryn, who assured us she was no artist, singlehandedly added a level of depth to the tree trunks that was uncanny. Ruth painted the moon, using a video on TikTok for a reference, and Kathryn was there to help. But she was not an artist. No, sir.

When I showed up, I told them I could only stay for two of the four scheduled hours because I would need to return to my cave with my cat and shun the outside world. We were done within two hours.

Now, all I have to do is wait for Ruth’s email, and maybe I’ll be able to hang out backstage and juggle, while surrounded by weird people.

It’ll be fun.